My little Rafael will never be a toothless tiny baby again. Permanent changes like that really hit home sometimes, and make me realize the I am slowly losing my tiny baby, forever, bit by bit. Of course, my tiny baby is being replaced by an amazing, intelligent, adorable, funny, expressive, curious little boy. But there are all of these little 'goodbyes' along the way, and I am still learning to get used to them. Maybe you never do.