This weekend my husband and I had alot to talk about.
It wasn't easy.
This isn't an easy time.
Actually, ever since we lost our baby in November, we've been struggling to keep our chins up and our spirits high. Deep winter and lack of sunshine doesn't help matters, either.
We have moments of laughter...we laugh alot actually.
But there is this underlying discontent...this sadness which fills the quiet moments.
My husband works so hard, and it hurts my heart to see him unhappy, and feeling drained.
Questioning his work, questioning if this is how he should be spending his life.
How things will evolve and change, only time will tell.
Sometimes there are decisions which are so hard to make.
But I know one thing for sure: as long as we have eachother, we are going to be ok.
We don't need a big apartment to be happy.
So many times in my life, I thought I knew where I was going, what it was all about.
And so many times, life reminded me that this isn't a book which is written and finished, with a clear plot and a beginning, middle, and end that I can just read and understand.
There is so much still unwritten!
So, the weekend was a mixture of long, scary talks...scary meaning they were revealing and left so much yet to be decided....and laughter. Yes, laughter! I don't know how, but the two of us seem to be able to laugh even on the darkest days.
Above are some more pinks for you to enjoy....even my organic milk delivery came wrapped in pink newspaper this week! That made me smile.
And below is a little peek at my *Gift of Jewels* parcel which I sent off to it's deserving recipient last week. I can't wait to hear if she likes everything! It was alot of fun to put together, and looked so pretty in all that tissue paper, sparkly with white and silver and hearts, that I had to snap a photo of it to share with you all.
So that's what's going on over here in my life. Turmoil, laughter, love, questions....
Sending out a hug and kiss to all of you...hope your weekends were relaxing and sweet.
xoxo country girl