Today I got a package in the mail from my father and his wife. Among chocolates, a cool oven mit, and a drawing from my little brother, there was a disc labeled 'Family Photos.' When I saw these three baby photos of myself, I immediately wondered....Is this what our little baby would have looked like?
I know it's been two weeks, but I think of our baby every day, all the time. How big would they be now? What would they look like after they were born? Was it a boy or a girl? Questions which will never be answered.
That hurts.
I've often wondered about that throughout the years. My little angel would be around nine now.
ReplyDeleteI'm sending you heart-warming hugs...
PS. You were such a cute a baby!
Oh Dawn, I know...those questions will always be with you....they are the same questions I have too...so many years later....
ReplyDeletethe photgraphs are just adorable...you're so lucky to have them...
I gave John the hug and Buddy the snuggle....you're so sweet...what a dear friend.
Have a cozy evening..I see it is 5 o' clock there...
Love,
Kary and Buddy
xxx
Oh! Want to give you a big hug! It is natural to think about the baby everyday...that shows that you loved it. It must be so hard and I can't even begin to imagine how you feel...it is difficult to know what to say. I know words are little comfort. My friend lost the love of her life last year on Christmas Eve and there were so many times this year that I wanted to comfort her with the right words but I just could not because they are not enough. Just being there is all you can do. So just know we are here...and we'll always try and find the right words regardless! xxx
ReplyDeleteoh my...you were prepared to love your baby for your lifetime, the heartache can only be as deep as your love. There are no words that really work, but you are in my prayers.Your story is so sweetly told. I wish you peace, and thank you for sharing
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